Post by Lerkurlian Tamer on Feb 15, 2007 4:52:01 GMT -5
I'm a horrible person. I'm too unstable to be an admin, regardless if I can help everyone. While I had the intention of trying to get someone to be more involved by an illogical way of doing things, I caused everyone to lose trust in me altogether.
But what I failed to do at first was realise it. I felt so threatened that I said some things that I really shouldn't have even considered saying. I even hurt Jenni's feelings.
I don't know if I should even have a place here in FD. I don't want to cause anyone else any more trouble. So i'll let everyone decide my fate. Please, put all your honesty into voting what needs to happen, and I'll accept it. But ultimately, it's up to what comes from me and Jenni's next conversation.
Lastly, I'm very sorry. To Shayde for disregarding his help early on, to Deragon for having him look on to all of this, to Pika because I couldn'tr accept her good intentions over the rest of the facts. And especially to Jenni, because... I don't know exactly, but I scared her. And she's always in the middle of this. I never saw that I wasn't myself... my usual cheerful helpful self... and it hurt Jenni to see me that way. And it hurt me even worse to know it hurt her. Again, I'm sorry everyone.
But what I failed to do at first was realise it. I felt so threatened that I said some things that I really shouldn't have even considered saying. I even hurt Jenni's feelings.
I don't know if I should even have a place here in FD. I don't want to cause anyone else any more trouble. So i'll let everyone decide my fate. Please, put all your honesty into voting what needs to happen, and I'll accept it. But ultimately, it's up to what comes from me and Jenni's next conversation.
Lastly, I'm very sorry. To Shayde for disregarding his help early on, to Deragon for having him look on to all of this, to Pika because I couldn'tr accept her good intentions over the rest of the facts. And especially to Jenni, because... I don't know exactly, but I scared her. And she's always in the middle of this. I never saw that I wasn't myself... my usual cheerful helpful self... and it hurt Jenni to see me that way. And it hurt me even worse to know it hurt her. Again, I'm sorry everyone.
